Wanna see how my mind works?
Well this blog is your lucky blog.
When Davih is broke and not happy with the content that the T.V. televises his mind begins to drift.
First he begins to think about past events, which with him was Friday night. Davih got drunk, danced, had a laugh, met a man and wakes up to the sound of Michelle in his right ear. He can still hear the echo of her giving out, never in the wrong attitude, the I'm Michelle and your Davih scenario-telling me to hurry my ass to her clamped car now!!! After a while, Davih begins to block out the events of such a night-and starts a clean slate, a slate that allows him to be himself all over again not affected by past encounters because to him thats all they are, past forgotten encounters.
Davih begins to think about his dream guy. He usually thinks about the famous. At first it would be one figure like Kellan Lutz. Then Paul Walker, Gael Garcia Bernal, Albert Reed and Ryan Reynolds would all pop up, naked of course, all giving me a cheeky wink......
.......ten minutes later, Davih begins to focus on the reality that, that would never never happen. He begins to local, after realizing that nothing in Dublin interests him-he drifts towards his career and the idea of traveling. London, Australia, maybe even Canada. He begins to think maybe a nurse isn't the job he thrives to do. Maybe an actor, a writer or even a director. But for such a concept to be achieved, he needs something original. He needs something that was never thought of before. He thinks politics, sex (again), relationships and even religion. Then something hits him, he thinks on the lines of the afterlife and reincarnation. Although such concepts are not original, he's on a roll, he has an idea and it develops into this;
-We have a young twenty year old man whom suffers from epilepsy. One night when he's out he has a seizure but bangs his head heavily off the corner of a table. He's brought to hospital for observations and when all is clear, he his discharged home. Everything seems to be going normal until he begins to get weird nightmares. These dreams are all centered in the early 90's and around a murder, each one revisits the murder more clearly.
-They begin to feel to real to him , he begins to take notes and investigates the murder. He soon finds out that such a murder did take place, everything he dreamed fitted exactly with the murder case. The murderer committed suicide after the horrific murders. The date that he died was the day that my lead was born. He becomes freaked! Why did he dream such dreams? The dates....was it a coincidence?
-He tells his girlfriend who tells him to not worry, that he is reading to much into everything. But it is clear that everything is freaking him out to much and we witness him become distant and a recluse. His attitude changes and it soon becomes visible to his girlfriend and the audience that maybe the lead and the murderer have a lot more in common than meets the eye.
How will it end?
Davih never got that far, he got distracted by a phone call.
So there you have it, a glimpse in the mind of Davih Cassidy.
We ended up getting a black triangle each. Then I thought to myself the pink triangle represents the gay men that were victimized in Nazi-Germany. Our triangles were black. So basically my triangles mean shit to me. They weren't pink, so they have nothing to with my heritage at all, I have a black triangle that means absolutely nothing to me. And if you saw the triangle, you wouldn't even think it was a bloody triangle, looks like a faded heart to me.
